alwayzon_mymind

Sun, 15 May 2005 19:54:32 GMT

Wow, I haven't updated in like a month!!
Lately I have been incredibly happy. My life is incredible right now. Research paper has been completed, which is an absolutely beautiful thing. (NO MORE CHUBBY STRESS!) Me and Gunnar are going on 5 months and this relationship has been the best thing that ever happened to me. (I Love You)

Past few weeks has been crazy and fun and all around amazing. This weekend was the best ever!!

Saturday Gunnar came over around 1 and helped me get ready to surprise my Chubbs!...Setting the table, cleaning up, getting ready took forever!! But it was still wicked fun...Then when Chris came over at 4 we finished up last minute details and relaxed for a few minutes before Sarah came over. Of course the boys knew just what to do, and when I opened the door to the dining room to reveal the surprise, my Chubbs was incredibly surprised and now loves me EVEN MORE!! The evening was spent double dating it with Sarah and Chris and Gunnar and me...SO MUCH FUN!! Me and Sarah in our insane outfits, "alone time" (hahaha) and just so much fun in general. BEST NIGHT EVER WITH MY 3 FAVORITES IN THE WORLD!! After the boys left [:(] me and Chubbs spent the car ride home being crazy, eating Cap'n Crunch outta the box and singing along to COUNTRY MUSIC!!...yes, thats right...country. When we got home, we took over the TV room, killed a monstrous spider (INCREDIBLY PROUD OF YOU CHUBBS!!...that took serious courage...haha) we laid out a nice, comfy bed on the floor, ate chocolate cake, more Cap'n Crunch and junk food (hence the names, Chubbs and Chubs). Right before falling asleep, I got a little confused, and being half asleep started going on and on about nothing really and Chubbs got all confused. WONDERFUL END TO A WONDERFUL DAY!!

Chubbs You are the bestest friend ever...so glad you liked the surprise and your present! It's amazing how you can always make me laugh so hard I nearly wet my trousers. I LOVE YOU CHUBBS!! Best Buds For LIFE!!

Gunnar You mean so much to me. You have made such a huge difference in my life and I am incredibly lucky to have you. I have never felt this strongly about someone in my life and I don't ever want to lose you. Even though things can get rough, I know that you are always going to be here for me, and you know I'm here for you no matter what. I have really never been this close to someone. You are not only my boyfriend but you are my best friend and you know me so well...sometimes it's creepy. My biggest fear ever is losing you, and I know that there are better takers out there for you which scares me. I hope you never leave me baby.You and me are meant to be and I hope we stay this way forever and ever!!...I Love You.

I've prayed for someone like you, and I thank god that I finally found you...

i want to be your everything

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 22:58:55 GMT

Vacation Was Amazing

Saturday with my baby was as always, incredible. Walking in the woods, relaxing on the rocks in the sun, talking and laughing together, so much fun that day baby. I Love Him

Sunday night and Monday with my long lost sis=awesome fun!! watching Ladder 49....saddest movie everr...tanning on your driveway and the scary guys go by...britt "if they drive by one more time im going inside!!" they drive by again...i flicked them off...then they didnt go by again hahaha...love ya britt!!

Monday night went to Hitch with my baby. late show and didnt get home until around midnight, but just being with him was worth it!

Tuesday was homework day but that night was funnn at training...Kaitlyn: "the mask is in his immediate eye area...thats a nono!!" hahahaha fabio following us around "um Fabio go back to your boys, and leave me and my girlfriend alone!" hahahaha sooo funny!! <33 ya!!

Wednesday Gib came over and we went tanning on my driveway, all the ants...and killing them haha. the water fights and calling into the radio station...the FedEx guy comin up to us haha...love ya gib!!

Thursday spent the day with my baby again!! woke him up at 10 15...and kevin too...yes, i know you guys love mee!!! playing wiffle ball with the chalk and i cant hit it for crap...goin out to lunch and you guys pointing out all of the Kumar's walking around Gunnar's moms work...hahaha soo funny...after kev went home me and gun went swimming in the river..well he jumped in once and i went in and then got right back out becuz i froze my arse off...walking across the river and back was an adventure...me falling and bruising my buttcheek, shin and cutting up my ankle. yes, i am a clutz!! anna and her friend brooke in the car, dancing to the disney cd and brooke watching us...ohh man EMBARRASSING!! haha. You are always on my mind

Friday another boring day spent doing homework. worrying over my english research paper was time wasted because we now have a TWO WEEK EXTENSION (yes chubbs, 2 weeks extension means no more stressing!!...lol ps-i love my seashell even in all its tiny pieces it is B-E-A-UTIFUL!! <3333)

Saturday yes, another day with gunnar. absolutely amazing baby. even though it was raining, i still had so much fun...going out to eat at that pizza place, walking around the mall and hanging out at your house. SKEET SKEET! lmao Jews for Jesus hahaha, winking...not that i can or nething lol, talks about falling down cuz i have tons of stories about that...wow sooo funny. awesome fun baby. you mean everything to me.

*Every memory,
and every embrace,
and every time my lips touch your face...
there's nothing like loving you.*

Gunnar, You Have No Idea How Much You Mean To Me
I Am So Fortunate To Have You In My Life
You're My Best Friend and I Don't Know What I Would Do Without You
I didn't know that I could ever miss someone as much as I miss you right now, you are my life, my love and there is no way I would ever let you go. I don't want to wait seven days cause it sucks, but I can't wait to see you on Sunday.4 Months Already!! You have brought out the best in me, you have changed me for the better and im so thankful that I have you.
this is meant to be, we belong together...
I Love You So Much. ♥

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:06:50 GMT

this weekend was awesome fun!

Friday with Chubbs
Went to Keri's Dad's funeral and wake
[ Rest In Peace ]
Went back to Chubbs house for about an hour before Jaimie came over
Went to Jaimie's Aunt's house and chilled in the hot tub for a while
Driving in the car singing as loud as possible to country music and Britney Spears=FUNNN
Went to Illusions and i learned some new country line dances sort of haha
Fell asleep in the car on the way home and then went back to Jaimie's Aunts house and crashed
Sarah's butt hurt...dunno why and I had to tinkle all night cuz of the stupid fish tank
+SO MUCH FUN CHUBBS!! I LOVE YOUUU!!

Saturday with my Baby
+ Went out for lunch...
+ Five minutes into being home I gave myself the biggest bump on my head...I hate my window
+ Gunnar tried to crawl out on my roof...When I went out to see where he was I see him laying on the roof with the window on top of him screaming "HOT, HOT, HOT!" cuz the roof was hot...then we couldnt get the window back on so he had to go out and put it on and jump off the roof...haha soo funny baby
+ Walked to Friendly's and ate some food!!
+ Got home and my room was over 50029884976 degrees...so we pretty much died...hahaha that was funny too

I Love You So Much Gunnar
You Mean the World to Me and More
I Miss You So Much

*You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me ♥

[I Love You ]

My Mother is driving me insane...she doesnt ever believe me or trust me...its freakin annoying!!! I cant stand her anymore!! I get grounded starting Friday...it sucks...becuz I dont have a B- in French lol. Well w/e it doesnt matter, at least I still get to see my baby every weekend!! <333

-Megg-

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 14:19:04 GMT

Awesome Weekend!!

Saturday
+ Got up and went to an open call and had an interview.
+ Found out that people are on crack, cuz i got picked!
+ Went out and picked up Gunnar and went out to lunch!
(Tripped on a chair and got laughed at...)
+ Came home and hung out with Gun until around 4:30 and then we walked to Meredith's house to dogsit a flippin scary rodent that they called a dog.
+ Then we came back here, and Gunnar started tickling me and i gave him a black eye
+ Felt sooo bad, so when his mommy came I ran out to the car and apologized like crazzzzyyyy haha
+ Then I just watched TV and slept lol...12 hours of sleep rocks my world!

.Every night' before i go to sleep.
.:.:i think about` what i ever did 2.:.:
deserve > someone < like you
but then i realize i didnt do anything
{i just got very lucky.}

Gunnar, I Love You So Much
[I am so sorry about your eye!!]
I Miss You Already. Yesterday Was So Fun!

I Need You So Much Closer...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:33:49 GMT

Too Tired To Put Much In Here

Went running today and got violated by old guys. lol that was really funny Gib!!

*One word, thats all you said
Somethin in your voice
Caused me to turn my head
Your smile just captured me
You were in my future
As far as I could see
And I dont know how it happened
But it happens still
You asked me if I loved you
If I always will
Well, you had me from hello...*

I Love You More Than Anything Gunnar
♥ You Mean The World To Me
-I don't know what I would do without you...
You are absolutely perfect

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:59:50 GMT

Are You Afraid Of Being Alone
Cause I Am I'm Lost Without You...

+ Gunnar- Yesterday was so much fun!!
Goin on that walk with our snowball fights haha
Me almost dropping my water in Friendly's
Soo much fun!!!
I Love You So Much

Got in a wicked fight with my dad yesterday.
That sucked sooo bad. I was wicked upset!! But goin to Gunnars made it alll better!! hehe [ILoveYou]
But he apologized, so now it's all better!!
I'm soo worried about myt French and English grades. If I get anything lower than a B I'm grounded. It sucks having to live up to your sisters brilliantness...I think Gabby's comin over today!! lol and we get to cook some dessert stuff for Easter!!! [BTW HAPPY EASTER TOMORROW EVERONE] Got soo much homework this weekend...and I gotta still finish some gay chores...lol leave me some comments!!

-Megg-

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 03:24:17 GMT

I'm Gonna Love You Like There Is No End In Sight

Today was flipping awesome!! First we suprised Chris****** at Friendlys!! [You know you liked it Chris] Then me Sarah and Chris came back to my house and just hung out for like 3 hours. I beat Chris up and it was pretty fun!! Then I had a fight with my retard parentals about grades, but w/e theyre pissing me off. Then went to YoungLife and that was pretty fun. The ride from YL to KJ's...holy crap hahhaha Sarah Elliott and Carissa that was hilarious. And those crazy sour gumballs hahaha [hahaha i love you girlies!!] And *you know who* was there...ohhhh soo beautiful hahaha....sooo much fun!! Mad crazy times today everybody!!! I <333 YOU GUYS!!

You Dont Know How Much You Mean To Me

Gunnar- Fridays gonna be soo much fun!!!

IMissYou

I Love You More Than Anything xoxox

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 18:59:04 GMT

New day, same old shitt. Workin on the scrapbook alll day and reading Great Expectations.

AND perhaps my best buddy in the world my Chubbsicle DANNY is coming over!!! :-)

Gotta b-b-bounce outta herre now. WITH MORE CLOTHING ON!!! hahaha sarah elliott funny stuff.

Gunnar <3

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 03:27:11 GMT

Opera sucks monkey butt. Me and Spence are so awesome at ushering though. Lol great fun Spencer. Those two freaky goths lol.

I'm having like the worst weekend in the world. [Best part was the night with my long lost sis, awesome times Britt] But other than that I've had the worst time. Now im hearing more about the boyfriend I just got back with last night after not even 24 hours of being broken up. Right now I really hate being a teenager. Dunno what I'd do without my girls. Thats all I have to say!

~*Megg*~

your everything to me.

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 22:46:51 GMT

well shannon just made my LJ so hott its amazing!! [thank you sooo MUCH shannon]

ill write in this later on!! cuz i have to go to a GAYYYYY opera now <3333

Gunnar I Love You